Good day. But ended in a wrong note. Terrible big mistake. Shitified man..




I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me i feel like Im dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe
Carino mio, my worlds become so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely,
and each night I taste
The purest of Pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

(Chorus) x2

Vida, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice

Guess my expectation have halved.A trick from the fingers made a whole world different.

Its gonna be a gloomy day with dark cloud hovering & an expected shower with thunder any second.

I know im freaking myself out now coz everything is still uncertain yet.As much as im consoling myself to be sanguine bout it, Im just so afraid.The wait is excruciating.Thoughts are running wild.

Whats more ? I'll no longer have any ground.Im more than a burden.Who will be there for a sickly person ???I should back off if i need to.

Its a sad truth.

My body is finally protesting.

I felt a terrible surge of pain in my chest.This was never new to me.

I was pushing my luck too far.

Im even went on to exacerbate the matter.

Now, im ruing what i have done & i certainly hope the report turn out well.



31st July

• Woke up late & took cab down to my tutee's house.


• cost $7. 0.1866% of my fee gone for this session. ( Sian)


• Met up Evie for dinner & movie @PS ( Simpsons rox !!! Its the best movie i caught so far this month & we have a good time tickling our stomach )

1st Aug

• Tuition@Sk


• Mambo nite@Zouk (It was an enjoyable night especially with a bunch of dudes & babes. )

2nd Aug

• Tuition@Kovan


• Met up Evie & Cherie for dinner@Vivo


• It was such an coincidence that i met my tutee & her mum on the same train back.Fate has it all. =P
• Supper with Jeffrey@Beach rd for scissor cut curry rice. (It was extremely SINFUL but AWESOME )
• Followed by Spin & arcade session@Marina Bay ( Im surprised they have 24hrs arcade there & it will be my new fave hunt in the middle of the nite )
• Ended my day @ 5+ am. (I seriously need to fine tune my bio clock !!! )

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