It was an engaging day in school.Never felt FR lect can be so enjoyable.Im beginning to develop a second opinion for it.The last 2 session was horrible especially tue's lect.Never before i felt so LOST during lect coz i jolly well skipped the 2nd lect & headed for the 3rd instead.Guess i going to be a permanent "citizen" in wed class.The timing is just right for me & the class is smaller which make it all so comfortable for me. Hahaha..

Anyway, im somehow pissed coz i hate my things to be misplaced..Holy hell ~~~

Alrighty..I shall not let this affect my DAMN gd mood today. Im going to MELBOURNE in Dec. I cant wait to meet up with Miss Tanya.Whats more ? Its a sponsored trip just that i need to come out with my own shopping expenses. Woahhaha..I should be THANKFUL ENOUGH for all these treats.Therefore, I shall be grinning more !!! hahaha...Speaking of which, Im missing my shopping club president.Cant wait to shop & meet up when shes back from aust.In the mean while,i need to find time to extent my passport & bk my airtix..

Sch was great today.Finally settled down for sch i guessed.However, its a serious problem coz im here blogging instead of sleeping when i have morning lecture to catch.The FR note looks kinda intimidating coz its all words and more words to come.Wth is regulations & conceptual framework gotta do with me.Its so ZzZzZzzZz.Guess i should read it as bed time story coz i need to sleep badly.Somehow the tea i drank its still taking its effect.Arg. I cant drink tea for god sake.

I can foresee that i will join Terry for his FR class.Waking up in the morn is a NO NO for me & whats more? Its FR !!!!















First thing in the morning, I woke up with swollen eyes & i know it too well why i got it.

Next, my ear piece failed me and i need to spend 25 bucks to get a replacement. Holy hell ~

I was sitting beside a gross fat ass on the bus who sneezed and wiped it on his jeans. wth ~~~

I was abandoned during CF lect & ended up being a lone ranger for whole 3 hrs. Lucky i still have some companies during break.But the whole issue was that im DAMN BORED coz its another mundane topic that was going through.I was paying the least attention albeit i wondered why those people beside me were busy scribbling on their notes.

hmm.. Im going to settle down & start mugging.. Yes I will mug !!!

sooontobehardworkingundergrad signing off :P

Just as im about to embark on my holi plans, i realised that i have been barred from leaving Spore.How great is that ? ? ?

I might sound like im talking a grave matter but no worries coz i did not commit anything against the law.Heex..

Its time to get a new passport ~~~

Sch has just started for a wk plus and i have skipped my first lect this yr.Oh well..its not intended but i just refused to wake up.Whats more ??I hate morn lect coz i hardly sleep any early & i need to wake up at 6am this ungodly hour.Anyway, my FR lecturer told us that its a SIN to sleep for >8 hrs. Guess Im a real SINNER coz i need to slp for any timing > 2 digits. Hahaha..I guess im gng to zzz my life away man..What a waste ?! haa..

Anyway..im still not in the mood to settle down for studies.Oh well..Rachie willsooontobeahardworkingundergrad ~~~ trust me man !!! lol...Im inspired ..Yes I am !!! Ho ho ho ~~~Then again, i still value play > work for now.See how it goes eh..

On the side note, i always feel that its such a drudgery to go for tuition but at the same time i feel gd teaching her.Haiz..I am still pending if i should quit tuition altogether.To teach or not to teach ? ? Hmm..it makes no difference anyway. Its just another option to kill time & additional sum for shopping.....

I have thought it through.I can make it alone. Melbourne be ideal.Life is all about enjoyment. ~~~













Had a good day and GREAT nite.Caught I pronounce you chuck & larry.It was another fantastic comedy.I've certainly laughed my lung out & im almost die cry laughing..The link is a circle not a triangle...HAHAHAHAHAHA....

I dont mind watching it again..lol :P


I managed to pull myself to play squash today.It was kinda tiring initially since i need to give my 100% cooperation with the ball.Well, its fun still to play alone.The most irritating thing was that i hate those ah pek(s) to peep at me when i was playing.Moreover, im in a see through glass door room which made me feel as if im an exhibit & i have those ah pek passing curious glance at me.Well, i dont mind them looking at me but i do CHARGE for that. hahahaha..This is not free show k. Shoo away sickening old man !!!!

Anyway,friday will be a squash day for me from now on.I also clocked in 2.4km last sun.Great !!! I seem determined this time round with being able to fulfil my targets. haha..Hope this enthusiasm lasts..

Was supposed to attend the insurance talk with Eve but ended up meeting Cheryl for dinner.I must say that my appetite this wk was really voracious.Im not exaggerating.I hardly finished a meal for a long time.Happy mood = Big appetite ??
Oh well..theres no happy things to begin with ??? Cheryl said that seeing her will whet up my appetite.Is that true ? ? :p




Heres my fave on my current playlist.Too bad theres no music video to this song.

It has been weighing on my mind since fri.The load has gotten off my mind.Hurray !!!

Im LONE RANGER NO MORE.

Well,I do have frenz in those lectures according to my old timetable but i just do not feel good when i have better companies in other lecture.Another option - - I could go lecture on my own and make new frenz but im getting sick of it.Im lazy to open my golden mouth and start approaching anyone. Ha ha.

Anyway, I managed to change all my timetable to the one i desired.Ha Ha.It will be a 4 days week but im okay with it.3 days week is enjoyable & hectic at the same time.I was so shag after yest and i did not go for my tuition.I could fix in my tuition now without touching on my weekend. YES !!! Im loving it.

Oh yes..I did not pay a single CENTS to make the amendment thou i have EXHAUSTED all my 4 damn tries for ecr2.Kudos to SIM this time round.Im really lucky seriously.Just a phone call away and it can make my day ~~~Ha ha..

Im proud of it - - AA-STAT2 , AA-ME , BB-FR , WW-MATH2 ,AA-CF ~~~

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我
你会想到什么

I have not been keeping touch with mandarin pop song lately.This is a song that caught my attention.Im able to relate to the lyrics when i first hear it.Meaningful lyrics indeed ~~~



"For long lasting pleasure.Anywhere ! Anytime !"

"You are out and about relaxing, having fun when it happens in the heat of the moment.You may think putting it on is uncomfortable and takes all the fun out of it.But before u go bare, let Nivea ..."

What are u thinking ?

Are u smiling ?

Yes ?

This is definitely not a contraception product if your wondering.Cherie almost tricked by me.ITS A SUN BLOCK for goodness sake. Lol.. heex

This semester is going to start in less than 12 hrs time.Its going to kick start with FR.A dry unit for me i supposed. I have yet tuned back my bio clock and im not at all sleepy now.Thinking of tml, its going to be a long drag day for me.I'll be stuck in sch for the whole day until evening time after which im rushing for my tuition.Hw am i going to survive ?I'll be damn dead by the time i gt home. Tell me i have 3 whole free day waiting for me.Just as im making plans for sat, i realised i gt CF. Damn it. !!! Gonna be so screwed..

To hell with my timetable.~~~

You like more intellectual guys who are into achievement and plan for the future. You go for guys who are careful and considerate.

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 55.00000000000001% and expect 44.99999999999999% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing
your boy/girlfriend.

You place the roses by the windowsill. You are alright
with not seeing him/her so often.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for
a long time.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to take care of your needs first. You can only be with someone who's as independent as you are.

What does your drawing say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:

You are driven and ambitious and tend to make radical moves to reach your goals.
You are a thoughtful and cautious person. You like to think about your method, seeking to pursue your goal in the most effective way.
You are creative, mentally active and industrious.
You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.


Did not bother to draw to my best of ability or perhaps im not that artistic after all. ha ha .Looks like theres some truth in it eh.

Stop !!! I say for the last time.Pls do me a favour for not asking for my timetable.The more people asked the more im not satisfied with it.Stupid me for exhausting my 4 holy tries.I was convincing myself to settle with a 3 days wk given i have 2 half units.Im beginning to feel so shitified all over again. Argz..Yvonne asked me to change it and perhaps i should.Sian ~~~

Received a msg.I should appreciate the thoughts but it set me thinking instead.And perhaps next time when i have that urge to do something, I think i should hold back & spare the thought for others.



Another good day accumulated.Its the kahkis that makes the difference. Thanks Pal !!!

EvanescenceMy Immortal

Music Videos And Lyrics On Demand

Im loving this song especially this remix version featuring Sean Kingston. Its a pity that i could not find the video to it . =(

Big Girls Don't Cry (Remix)

REMIXXXX!!!! Kingston, JR, Fergie
La da da da, La da da

Ring ring, who's calling that's my baby gurl on the phone (girl on the phone)
She say she need some space say she wanna leave me alone (leave me alone)
But I aint tripping cause she said it on her own
That's just the way life goes
Lemme know that big girls don't cry but please let me explain (let me explain)
Can we please work things out before you go on your way (on your way)
See i got alota things on my mind and I know your feelin' the same (feelin' the same)
Cause the situations outta control

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothin' to do with you
Im feelin' blue lets work things out
Cause I don't know what to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket but I gotta get a move on with my life
That's just the way it has to go
And big girls don't cry

The smell of your skin lingers (lingers)
On me now (C'mon)
Probably on your flight back to your hometown (hometown)(Is that right)
I need some shelter of my own protection baby (baby) (c'mon)
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, serentity

What should I do.
I'm missin' you
And I feel so down
Now that your gone, I can't go on
This must be the end



Heres another song. Sounds familiar ? Thats my current ringtone isnt it ?



The truth has come to light.

Its not a light hearted news but come to think of it I have managed to pull myself altogether in time given those emotional stress im facing right then.

I did not let u down as well as few others.

But...


I fumbled at my own expense.


SHITIFIED is the word ! ! !

The day is about to come.

And i have just sank into phase 1 of depression.....

Im lost of what to do....What can i do ? It does not really make a difference. Every thought hurts.

The most sorrowful pain is when i cant do anything that i wish to do.

Its hard to put on a smile when your not at all happy.

Crying is my fave past time. Depression is my life.

Irritants pls leave me ALONE.


Just as im about to cry my long night away, I received a msg which alleviated some pain away from me.

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